Whatever’s finishing me off now is good enough. Maybe they’ll even bother figuring out what it was afterword.

Fingers crossed I land on my head during one of the falls or my heart just glitches out like the rest of me. Maybe a good spasm on the way to work and I can just become a flaming pile of car wreck.

Be a lot better than suffocating during one of the breathing issues or just being stuck in one of the headache/fog days.

Edit for anyone that read the rest:

Well, I woke up this morning, oh well.

Looks like today is right shoulder and left tricep doing a tap dance while right calf muscle and foot attempt a ballerina toe stand. A little elf has grabbed the back of both eyeballs and is pulling on them like an overstretched rubber band. Needed a shower and new clothes at 4:30a.m. because I thought I could use a sip of juice to clear my throat. Both hands feel like they’re stuffed in a tub of Play-Doh.

Looks like it’ll be a good day because that’s pretty minor. Got the fireplace going and the warmth is just soaking in like heaven. 🥴